what is so special about the date? what are you doing?? what u planning to do?? i dont know about others... bt... it seem to happen many things in this particular date for me... so it will be counted as a special day for me...
Morning 6 sth hv to wake up ...bt i fall asleep til 6.35 ni wokeup... after that prepare my formal dress code..and went out to her hs...fetching her to be orientation 2nd day helper~
Morning 6 sth hv to wake up ...bt i fall asleep til 6.35 ni wokeup... after that prepare my formal dress code..and went out to her hs...fetching her to be orientation 2nd day helper~
Erm, when she get in my car, i saw she tied a nice hair today, it make my day~ bt she said it doesnt tied for me....so sad~~and v pass the 11/01/11 (11.11am) inside utar hall ~v~ while listening the emergency talk...
After the end of orientation, we went for a movie at tropicana~ season of the witch at 4.40 with C-ticket cus it wil be more comfort to put her legs on top of it, after bought the ticket, accom her to carrfour to get some snack and her facial cleaning kits…and lastly she bought me her favorite lipton red tea so that I can have it during mv time~ btw the movie…Omg.. The story line was so…damn no surprise~ n most of the screen she alr guess correctly b4 the mv screen came out.. ;) So called—future director~ haha!
Actually, it was a wonderful day for me…gave me a lot of memorable screen with some special comment from u…in the day of 11-1-11~~ Hmm…thx to her accompany….it makes me feel in love deeply~ til I guess the chances is coming to me… so close yet so near to me….and I think it’s the time~!!! So my impulsion makes me did it… haha….what a childish thinking I have…? It’s extremely puerile…. (Talking to myself) “”Can u become more mature JSN ONG???~!!!””
Cause of sth that I mention and I dint keep it til the last..ya..i am really a self-centered person~~ It make me finally discovered myself that I am nt able to control and hold it as well..It’s ridiculous!! Which mean I am jst same like him… I break my own promise in my own attitude… yet…I gt no authority to complain others…or judge some1 not to do so because I am doing the same thing…wtXXXX man~! What a stupid fella am I! Hah….it seems to change avthing worst after that… the feeling from my heart kinda vacillate…make the wrong step again and again….lalallaaa~~~ a nooby…haha! Y I wil lidat… hmm… suddenly hate myself so much… thinkin of leave avthing… ahaha…. How come everything progress until this level…LOL… this is all unexpected~!! I suppose to did it after the agreement that I’m waiting it to be approved, it’s reali suxk..Indeed..I am a impudence human being~~~
by ending with.....i dint lie.. its true....that i really.....bought it~ T...T
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