有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆

有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裡悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口

有時候，發現身邊的人都不了解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話

有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非

有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集

有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口

有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來

有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡

有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉

有時候，明明自己心裡有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達

有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有

真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單

有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋

有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無踪

有時候，心裡突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累

有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措

有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了

有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人

有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感，可當
那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱

有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裡鬱悶的發慌

有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裡難過的要死

有時候，常常在回憶裡掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷

有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋

有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑嘆息，自己卻無能為力

其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多...
裝沉默， 跟陌生人講心裡話。對於在乎你的，不想讓他們擔心，有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。

其實，很想說"我很好"，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，放在每個人對自己印象的首頁

丟了的自己，要記得撿回來……

。。。珍惜。。。

男孩有一個女友，


她長得普普通通，不像有的女孩很會打扮、
會彈琴、會作菜，但還算溫柔體貼。


她會每晚幫他買好晚餐送到他家，因為她說她順路。
她會在每次吵架之後先撒撒嬌，求他原諒她的任性。
她會在他睡前打一通電話說晚安，說她很需要人陪。
她會在他和朋友出門玩時，在門口揮手和大家說再見。

她很懂事，但男孩並不特別喜歡她，
只是有一個女朋友，總比沒有人陪好。
可是這樣的日子久了，男孩也有點不耐煩。

所以，
男孩開始嫌棄晚餐的菜難吃。
吵架總是用很難聽的話罵她。
每一天只等她主動打電話來。
和朋友出門時完全不接電話。

甚至當著大家的面對她大小聲，約會遲到，找不到人。

可是女朋友都沒有生氣，她會垂頭喪氣，
但是隔天就立刻帶著世故和溫暖的笑容回來。
他甚至連她的眼淚都沒看過。

堅強
也是她女友的個性優點，
但他就是嫌她這點不夠女人。

一直到有一天，女友的生日，男孩忘記了。
但是很奇怪，到了隔天傍晚，女友竟然連一通電話都沒打來。

平常這個時候，她早就該帶著晚餐出現，
一邊說：「對不起喔！我又晚到了啦！工作好累」，
然後穿著那個破洞的牛仔褲，一副很狼狽的模樣。

出了客廳，卻看到門縫底下塞了一個信封，
上面註明是給他的，他認得，這是女友的筆跡，
男孩打開信封，裡頭的信紙上寫了一段話：

親愛的，你知道「被愛」是怎樣嗎？

被愛是，每天下班都有人幫你準備好晚餐。
被愛是，每一次爭吵責任都是在對方身上。
被愛是，每一天都會接到對方關心的電話。
被愛是，每一次和朋友出門都無牽無掛。
被愛是 ，不管做錯了什麼事，對方不是罵你，
而是帶著包容的微笑抱著你。

親愛的，那你知道「去愛」是怎麼樣嗎？

去愛是，即使每天為了準備晚餐匆忙下班，
甚至趕到出車禍都不讓對方知道，怕他擔心。

去愛是，即使知道對方無理取鬧，
推卸責任，卻忍著心痛主動說抱歉。

去愛是，即使每次打電話過去，對方總是口氣很差、
不耐煩或不接電話，還是沒辦法忍住不打。

去愛是，即使對方和朋友出門，自己很擔心，
還是在大家面前微笑，為了給心愛的人面子。

去愛是，即使明明知道對方完全不愛你，
還是義無反顧，流著眼淚去愛他，卻絕不會表現出一點難過。

我一直用盡全力「去愛」，但現在我累了，
我需要找一個人讓我「被愛」。
所以再見了，希望你能找到讓你「去愛」的人。


讀完這封信，男孩才知道，
原來「被愛」的人是那麼幸福，而「去愛」的人是這麼辛苦。
而他這一刻才發現，肚子餓了，房間裡竟然沒有現用的晚餐。

而他這一刻才發現，原來每一次吵架，
對的人從來是女友，但她從來不力爭到底。

而他這一刻才發現，昨晚睡覺前為什麼覺得心裡不踏實，
原來是因為女友沒和他說晚安。

而他這一刻才發現，為什麼他的朋友都喜歡他女友，
因為她用心的顧慮到男方的一切，包括朋友的感受。

而他這一刻才發現，原來女友照顧他的方式這麼無微不至，
以致於他完全沒發現，甚至感到不耐煩。

「被愛」的人，請記得要惜福，不是每一個「去愛」的人
都會永遠毫無悔恨的為你付出。

不要以為一通電話、一個笑容、一頓晚餐，都是應該的。

因為「去愛」的人花了多少心血在這些事情上，
「被愛」的人永遠不會知道。

结。。束。。

开始时的轰轰烈烈。。可没想得那么多。。渐渐。。问题一个一个的浮现。。然而。。疑问像空气中的灰尘。。隐隐约约的冒出。。现在。。尘埃已把一切封锁了。。终于。。都是时候划上个句点了。。

New Year 2012!! Rocks....!!

The begin of New Year of 2012 was....Awesome!! I had taken some of the Fireworks Photo in a random Highway With no One Blocking my angle!! woots....had done few things in the starting New Year!!

Taken Pictures in a speeding Highway!!!
The fireworks are present at the TOP of my Head!!
Shouted Crazily and Loudly of I love you!!

Wish that this Year could be a Nice and Wonderful Year!!!!!

Arthur Christmas .. .. another Story behind ~

The day ends with full of happiness that attach with the movie of Arthur Christmas...let's see...how would it be...if i had make a request from Santa that claim of my Christmas present... does it really works.. hmmp~

Wish that it's last.....long.....ever ~ ~ never ~ ~ ending ~

Lang Tengah day 2 - Hero? haha

hmm.. the date of 24 of September!! can said its a Special day of the trip!! cus i did sth i nvr think i will do b4!! become a HERO? woo...a hero man~not superman,not badman, not even ultraman~ haha....but it was..swimming man~!!oh shit... that's really the funniest hero story of mine... 1st time become a hero... and yet.. that's so much funny screen appear in my mind now~!! let,s start the story of the day~!!

Morning woke up like a death fish and prepared to go for the activity of jungle tracking... bt actually it was climbing hills...>.<" when reach the top of side... we can view the island which is Redang island~ the mountain behind our group photo,and the people is decreasing...due to late sleep and lazy to climb.... ntg special in the morning.

Before lunch, we are burring one of the friend "Conan" inside the sand and make it like a turtle shape..have lots fun with them~!

after lunch.. we as usual prepare for the snorkeling section~in different places!! and a few of friend lent a waterproof camera to use it for shooting under the water... cost RM80~~per 5-6hrs... so we took it to shoot in water~! awesome try~! i am starting to fall in love with UNDERWATER SHOOTING~!! it make me crazy !! i am imaging my future will carrying my DSLR wife and diving together plus shooting the colorful sea creatures!! and yet.. this is not very special yet~!!

The special time reached~!! i was~!!! i was......saving someone from the sea~!! awww~!!! Duno should say happy or wad... when the real timing in the situation.. got no time to happy but got lots of time to worry that am i really can safe him!! i super worry if sth bad really happen~!! how am i suppose to do~!! that's really dangerous!! lucky i got wear the safety jacket~!!! if not....me n him will say bye bye to the world~!!!!! the story begin like this... when the group back to resort from snorkeling... few of us still continue snorkeling nearby out resort~! by that time... tat time.. tat time...me(with safety jacket) and another boy and gal (without jacket) was snorkeling kinda far from the other friend.... Cus i was looking for those beautiful fish and continue discover to the deep sea... far form the beach~~! when i knw it is kinda far...and i was turning back tatime... i heard the other two friend said that they wanna go back too...then suddenly heard " H..E..L..P" and i saw the guy was shouting at the same time pulling the girls head into the water.... ((hey..when i saw this screen,in my mind was pop out...ARE THEY PLAYING??)) den i stop moving and look at them few minutes... after that i saw the guy stil like playing the water...throw the water... (( i was thinking why they said wanna go back but still playing at there...)) THEN now the Girl pop out and shouted "JIU....MING...." den i am so stupid and create a question of   ""  ARE YOU SERIOUS??"" and the girl answer me "YES YES YES....HELP" den i try my fastest way to swim near them and pul the boy to me....that time he like saw a HOPE!! he pull me very fast and hug my neck den press my head down to the water~!! <>then i hold him carefully swim to the beach side and find a place to land and let him to rest.....when he start sitting on the rock area in the sea...he start vomit~! and what i am doing was just......saw the DELICIOUS DISH pass by my body and then....A LOT OF FISH!! is A LOT OF FISH come near to me and few seconds... all the dishes that he provide to the fish was CLEAR STOCK!! the fish had enjoy their free meal front of my eye~!! then wait him really feel more comfortable already and me and the girl bring back him to the beach side and let him rest on the sand area...yet the so-called-HERO story.....FUNNY until myself also cannot accept~!!

Lang Tengah

a friend of mine had organized a trip to Lang Tengah, which place at terengganu and the whole group of friend was sitting inside the bus to kuala terengganu about 8 hours~!! Finally we reach the jetty part and wait for our boat come over to fetch us.

it was an awesome trip that the resort just had another group of student~ so means that's a place that can enjoy my time without any annoying sound and people. ;)

The 1st day after we reach resort, having out lunch, then we waiting the time 2-4pm for snorkeling~! yeahoo~!! Actually going a seaside got not much activity but just snorkeling snorkeling snorkeling~!! that's a lot of beautiful fish around bt so sad that my DSLR cannot swim together with me.... Yes, it can swim with me but the casing of the dslr will killing me with no sound..it cost about RM10,000 for just the casing of dslr to let them go into water....crazy man~!!
After went back from snorkeling, i ask few friend to walk around the beach side but they were all tired and plan to take a nap.. so i decided to walk alone with my wife's dslr from the resort to another side of the resort...i cant believe myself that can walk through half of the Lang Tengah Island by my own leg..hahah... at 1st i though to look at the side of the island hidden any nice view.... bt end up got nothing but just some big rocks and some shy crab resting on the rocks....

after dinner... that's the night time.. we having our beer on the bridge...taking secret....i love that time~!!~!! tat moment~!! so relax.... that's the ending of the 1st day........2Bcontinue~

~The Biggest Photography Event~

Huuaaa... since when i never touch my blog AGAIN.. shit that i am lazy to post ... and yet guess got more than 800 photo in my lappy hvnt edit to the particular model~ due to mostly every weekend also attending outdoor shooting... the model's photo keep on increasing~ then the poor time management for myself... i knw how suck am i... but the....yesterday~!! yesterday...OMG... added around 700new photo! what the HELL is that~??

Yesterday was an amazing day for me~! 31July2011~ wonderful day !! because i had attended an huge group of photographer in event shooting~ the event was created by a make up company called SizMakeUp.com and they are providing 22model for us to do wedding gown shooting~ more then 10 hairstylist and make up artist to helping those model to get a prefect look... guess wad? the number of model increase...same to the number of photographer INCREASE ~ the total of the photographer........was around 100!! waseh.. damn messy in the situation~!  Here are the group photo that taken by the event organizer~ the photo that showing how many person attending the event... can anyone find where is my location inside the photo?? ;)

special thanks to sizmakeup.com

Special thanks to sizmakeup.com

there are more photo of the grown coming soon n soonnnnn  ~...~""

Transformer 3 Dark of The Moon

awww.....the Transformer 3 Dark oF tHe MooN ~!! so bad that Megan was nt In !! how Sad Hw sad~! why she wanna hv a conflict with Micheal.... haiz,that's make him to kick her out of the movie Transformer 3~the most sad was...until now... i am still DUNO who the hack of the New Gal inside the movie... and what is her name... so sorry about that >.<"" gona watch it~!!!!!!!! INSANE~!!!!! but the Micheal Bay created too many of the enermy~! kinda abit over with the just CAR robot VS the FLYing robots..
those friend that watched....keep on comment me that the movie is supernice... make me gt the feel wanna watch it in 3D version~!! sound so sad that i am not yet enter the 3D movie ever in my life... cus i think that is not worth it by paying more and watch the same movie... >.< duno when only i gt the free time to enjoy this nice show~

Mother's Day....

what does family means?
FAMILY is Father And Mother I Love You
爸和妈,我爱你


And what does Love means?
Love== Listen + Obligate + Valued + Excuse 
爱=倾听+感恩+尊重+宽恕


So in the lovely mother's day.. i would like to wish my mummy happy mother day..
what i heard from my mum when she was kids, in their generation got no such mother's father's day celebration... bt come to ours generation, mother father even a lover couple also got its celebration day and people around the world are celebrate it crazily with spending their 
to get some nice present, have a wonderful dinner with them....and bla bla bla...


what so important about the celebration actually? what so special about the day?
yea, that's base on different people with their different view. In this mother's day 2011, it gave me a few screen about the LIFE~ story.... it was divided into 3 category...HAPPY--SAD--SHOCK--.....Life~is really such a wonderful yet mystery. let's start to share out~~~~


we were all human being, everything that people starting do... we will automatic follow their step, so do i... in the mother's day.. me and sisters were sharing some money to bought our mother a Lazo Diamond necklace and have a dinner in restaurant "Penang food". Mum was so 
HAPPY that day because of the necklace that she looking long time, finally got it. :-)


Alright, now is turn to the sad part of the day. after going through all that, we received that my sister's boyfriend's mother was pass away cause of the accidentally fallen from toilet when she went to washroom. Due to the old age of his mother, plus she was death because of some food was stuck on her throat cause her cannot breath......HOW SAD that everyone is preparing with their celebration with mothers and this case just happen in a second~! Death and aLive is just between a small gap. If we do not care about it.. It can happen anytime in anyplace...and now i am appreciate that i am still alive,my parents all still alive...i know it wont last long...some day someONE important in our life will still choose to leave us... by that time come, we will still have to face the sadness... so now i am praying for everyone to have a nice and healthy life time to remain the life longer.....




SHOCK ....was happen after the day of celebration, finish our dinner,mum and sister went out for sister's bf's mum's funeral...left me n dad in the house and suddenly daddy felt uncomfortable of breathing, and his body temperature keep increasing, it's really shock me and make me think of the dangerous of a person's life... dad is already a weak person due to his kidney problem,and suddenly he feel so hard to breath, lastly i bring him to Selayang hospital to check his body.. from 7pm wait and call n settle all stuff..it done at around 12am in the morning. doctor said his hearth breathing too fast and have to stay overnight in hospital to double check his status of health... it really makes me worry about his serious healthy problem. And ya... He 's still staying in hospital Cause of minor Denggi affected and his kidney reached a totally-broken-status and have to clean it's blood soon... Haiz


Human...money is not everything.... HEALTHY is ONLY the IMPORTANT for everyone...
a person who got alot of money... that's no use with a poor Healthy body.
so start from now i'm planning to decrease my salty and sweet taste of food..
Healthy can make a person wonderful...healthy is not use money to settle... to have a prefect healthy body... is time to decrease those food to affect your body immune system.
Stay Healthy...Stay Happy...Stay LONGER in the world...

所谓“朋友”，何谓“朋友”~！！？？

突然想把这篇来自一个网络的文章放在这里！

"好好珍惜還會叫你全名的朋友" 這句話, 是在看雜誌的時候無意中看到的. 

用心想一下, 現在的你, 身邊的朋友誰還會在叫你的時候直呼你的全名? 可能會是小學同學, 中學同學. 

這些時光, 就是很清純的感覺，友情是沒有夾雜著金錢瓜葛, 愛情敵友等等的關係... 

朋友就是朋友, 關係就是這麼簡單。兩小無猜的, 可以跟你一齊做又天真, 又傻的事, 不為甚麼, 就是為了快樂；你有困難, 朋友大力拍你膊頭, "XXX, 我會全力支持你!"，天大的難事, 已經變得不值一提了. 

慢慢長大, 這些朋友會慢慢跟你越離越遠。接近社會的現實, 也許, 反之"朋友"也會越來越多。工作的夥伴, 生意上的客人, 你手邊不知道可以跟你維持多久的愛人....表面上他們的笑臉很親切, 呼著你那可愛的洋名。為了甚麼? 就是因為你有利用的價值. 

他們掛名是朋友, 但真正了解你的又有幾多? 

可悲的是, 他們可能連你的全名叫甚麼也不知道...可以怪的是甚麼? 只怪這個高度分工的社會將成為朋友的條件訂得這麼低。當可以利用的被用盡, 愛情路終結的時候, 誰又會在乎你的喜怒哀樂? 

直呼你全名的時候, 可能就是叫你還清所有你拖欠他的事情, 又或者, 就是向情人說"XXX, 我恨死你的" 時候..... 

朋友, 你可以擁有很多, 可以有很多種. 

在這個時候的你就要更加需要醒覺, 珍惜那些真心朋友, 而不是那些以利益來連繫的酒肉豬朋狗友。特別要愛的, 是那些只會叫你全名的真心朋友............................................................................

这篇说短不短，长也不会长到哪里的文章。。。渐渐的让我想起“朋友” 的定义。。。脑海中浮现出来的，就是这些朋友了~真心朋友。。。要多不多。。。才有偏偏几只猫，那就够了。。。


夫妻——听说是千年修来的福气；那么朋友——我看是百年修来的缘份，我会珍惜这段美好的回忆，朋友们，谢谢！

Friend is a person that you can find to help in a particular things.

but

BEST FRIEND is a person that you no need to find them for help

in other way

.....THEY WILL COME TO HELP YOU WITHOUT ASKING YOUR PERMISSION..... 

王菲．陳奕迅 – 因為愛情

陳：給你一張過去的CD

聽聽那時我們的愛情

有時會突然忘了

我還在愛著你

王：再唱不出這樣的歌曲

聽到都會紅著臉躲避

雖然會經常忘了

我依然愛著你

王：因為愛情　不會輕易悲傷

陳：所以一切都是幸福的模樣

王：因為愛情　簡單的生長

陳：依然隨時可以為你瘋狂

王：因為愛情　怎麼會有滄桑

陳：所以我們還是年輕的模樣

王：因為愛情　在那個地方

陳：依然還有人在那裡遊蕩

陳．王：人來人往

王：再唱不出那樣的歌曲

聽到都會紅著臉躲避

雖然會經常忘了

陳．王：我依然愛著你

王：因為愛情　不會輕易悲傷

陳：所以一切都是幸福的模樣

王：因為愛情　簡單的生長

陳：依然隨時可以為你瘋狂

王：因為愛情　怎麼會有滄桑

陳：所以我們還是年輕的模樣

王：因為愛情　在那個地方

陳：依然還有人在那裡遊蕩

陳．王：人來人往

陳：給你一張過去的CD

聽聽那時我們的愛情

王：有時會突然忘了

陳．王：我還在愛著你

功课忙碌得像变态酱。。没空想更多的。。。但~~

原来。。。。。。该放下的。。。本以为放下的。。。往往都没有放开过。。。

想着要不理会的它。。。竟会都在这几天出现。。。

放。。。真的很难咧~~败给你了。。爱情~！！

Usher - More(Remix)

Watch me as I dance under the spotlight-
Listen to the people screaming out more and more,
'Coz I create the feeling that keep 'em coming back,
Yeah, I create the feeling that keep 'em coming back,
So captivating when I get it on the floor.

Know y'all been patiently waiting, I know you need me, I can feel it,
I'm a beast, I'm an animal, I'm that monster in the mirror,
The headliner, finisher, I'm the closer, winner.
Best when under pressure with second's left I show up.

[CHORUS x2]
If you really want more, scream it out louder,
Get it on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more.

Get up both your hands, I'm in the zone, tight!
Put 'em in the air, if you want more (and) more,
Cos I can't wait to feel it.
I go hard, can't stop,
But if I stop then just know that imma bring it back,
Never quittin' on believin' that.

i wan more~!!! aww...idea ah....muahahah~!! come lo come lo.....wt...~!!!

别等不该等的人、别伤不该伤的心

突然被这题目感染了~也觉得是时候了。。。根本都没有回应的。。。也不知道要怎么做下去~~还是把它看得轻点~~可能就是如此吧~！！该来的~该走的~不由得我来控制~~ <3

爱的时候，让他自由；不爱的时候，让爱自由。

既在乎曾经拥有,也在乎天长地久

宁愿高傲单身，也不委屈自己。

别等不该等的人，别伤不该伤的心。

有时，爱也是种伤害.

残忍的人，选择伤害别人;

善良的人，选择伤害自己.

暗恋是最好的哑剧，说出来可能会变成悲剧

哭，并不代表我屈服；

退一步，并不象征我认输；

放手，并不代表我放弃；

正如我微笑，并不意味着我快乐

只有放弃，没有忘记。

看的淡一点，伤的就会少一点，时间过了，爱情淡了，也就散了。

时间，让深的东西越来越深，让浅的东西越来越浅。

佛说缘是一块冰，要度五百年。

佛问苦吗?我说不苦。佛于是许我一段缘。得之我幸,不得我命。如此而已.

前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过。

我宁愿用来世的一次擦肩而过来换得今生的500次回眸。

我笑，全世界都跟着我笑；我哭，全世界只有我一个人哭。

孤独，不一定不快乐；

得到，不一定能长久。

失去不一定不再拥有，

可能因为某个理由而伤心难过

但，却能找个理由让自己快乐

爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到他;怕失去他。

不用等待的人，是幸福的.

我们真的要过了很久很久,才能够明白,自己真正怀念的,到底是怎样的人,怎样的事.

什么事情都会习惯的，譬如别离和思念。

爱与被爱，不一定成正比。

在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福

在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤

在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息

在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈

不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己

如果哪天，我为别人披上了嫁衣，

也许是因为年龄，也许是因为累了，

也许是因为真的想与那个人携手一生……